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kris abyss (aka some home demos i might come back to but maybe not, idk it's been a minute)

by Anxious Houseguest

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the water warms up once you jump in a chameleon in your own skin laughing at your clothes growing smaller on the shore my thoughts yeah they weigh a ton lying out all week to blend into my sheets spinning my arms for circulation teach me buoyancy if it's all the same every week after week we drifted out as far as we could go like winding up at the lizard people videos everything moving slow, i wonder what they found we came home more drained than i planned all of them like the coral reefs i don't do well with nothing to do so i just lay and wept in the summer night breeze i'll sort it out eventually it all comes back eventually later on the news they said somebody drowned
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i can't help gushing about you i annoy all my friends if they knew they'd understand why i'm crazy for you why you take my breath away it doesn't feel like anything i've ever felt before i can't help blushing around you you pull me out of the clouds i want to be a part of your world if you want me i'll stay around for you it doesn't feel like anything i've ever felt before
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Eventually 03:25
everything eventually reminds you of where you been soundtracks to days that felt like years wishing you were somewhere else everything eventually turns into a memory one day maybe you'll see all of them again and pick up right back where you left off everything eventually seems like something you've lived before well that's how you know you've loved and lost so don't worry if you're dusting off memories of where you've been who you've loved or your angel friends one day maybe you'll see all of them again and pick up right back where you left off everything eventually turns into a memory one day that's all that this will be just another memory
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you've worn the same thing for three days now don't you think change would do you good? i know how you feel about crowds but there's new movies out maybe we could see something good you can wear as many layers as you need to three hoodies your jacket with the puffed up sleeves just pick yourself off the floor and make this easier i can get the dishes stacked on the floor the piles of mail by the door breakfast cereal soggy in the bowl you just eat all the marshmallows you deserve to be happy but these things can take some time
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i've always wanted to be decent at taking care of houseplants but this one doesn't look so well, maybe it just needs some sun who knows where the last few days went or why i didn't take the chance if the roots are ready i can't tell and if the roots are ready pull them out spring took long enough to come but i can't tell if it's faking it it's almost the end of the month i hope you have enough for rent and you're taking good care, of your friends you'll find what you look for
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Daydream 00:41
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What-ifs 03:07
not every story gets the chance to be told not every tall tale gets to grow old not every flower stays for long not every melody finds the words that turn it into a song not every heart ends up breaking not every journey reaches an end but that doesn't stop you from asking what-ifs maybe another time things could've worked out but until then, goodbye sometimes mementos are all you get to take with you maybe in a different light sometime you'll find another side you never saw from the first time you said 'hello'
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you looked like you'd forgotten for the moment at least eyes out the window drumming on the seat it's been raining every night it makes me want to move like water over land and take a million years to get it right i saw sunflowers from the corner of my eye we sat in your room high, watching the shadows of leaves i tried to be what you need me to be i reach out and leave a wake a perfect expression of mourning that will thaw and refreeze in a different shape i saw sunflowers from the corner of my eye

about

It's been a while and I'm moving soon, so I thought I'd put together a few demos I've made over the past couple of years.It's been a bit since I've posted anything and I liked the idea of making this as a kindof checkpoint to close out a chapter. I've had plans to grow some of these into more ambitious productions, but in case I lose interest and move on to new jams it feels nice to sketch these out. Plus the 'home demo' designation gives me an excuse to embrace a messier sound, something I'm enamored with lately.

Anyhow, you (yes you!) are amazing! <3

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released August 27, 2019

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Anxious Houseguest Brooklyn, New York

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