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JULY [or, 'This is What My Rough Drafts Sound Like')

by Anxious Houseguest

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1.
'This weeds too dry,' he said as he ground up more and more from your stash, and promised he would pay me back It's raining outside, so he stayed inside and he taught me all about hash and promised he'd pick me up some fast Our new pad's fridge makes the strangest sounds at night it sounds like something just fell out The first time, it made me yell out It made me yell out
2.
02 Leftovers 01:06
I'll have to get up sometime. The cat can't feed herself. I'll heat up leftovers myself They never taste the same the second time. It says a lot about a person if they show up on time. I wrote an album but I can't write a song. Everything I come up with still sounds wrong. Still can't think of any good rhymes
3.
I turned over, and you were still asleep Didn't know what to do so I turned on the tv How I was supposed to know you left it on full blast? You rolled over, and didn't look back You got dressed up, and took out the trash How could you know where I keep new bags now? Expect what's fair and lose what's there
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5.
Chewed words taking up all the room Feels more like they don't fit on the page
6.
I turned on the water and I filled up the bath You came over at 7 and asked if you could crash but what are you doing here? 'I'm gonna make us some money' you said then tapped the ash from your cigarette but you never asked, 'What are you doing here? What are you doing here?' I've still got your name tattooed on my brain like i'm insane but i can't say i blame you if you don't feel the same But what are you going to do? I'm waiting for the night I can walk home from the bar finally remember how it was we got our start 'cause how did we get this far? spending so much time apart? I've still got your name tattooed on my brain like i'm insane but i can't say i blame you if you don't feel the same
7.
07 Anyways 01:47
Filled up my coffee with the rest of the Jack and I joined everyone with their beers out back Probably won't get to bed till half past three That's ok I'd just stay up watching TV anyways You came straight from work Your hair smelt like burgers I don't eat meat anymore cuz it's murder But I don't judge you you're just getting by and if I got a job I'd totally die anyways it's not like we're compatible I eat till I'm full but I only eat kale And it's not like that matters at all It's really just an easy excuse to avoid admitting you're really really cute. Anyways
8.
08 Skater 01:12
Nobody can skate as good as you that's one thing i wish i could do no one else can read me the way you do that's one thing i wish you couldn't do you make me want to write songs about you all night long
9.
Make no mistake, I'm over you It's been six years since you said "hello," in my favorite coffee shop i can't go there anymore, it's one thing you took in the divorce make no mistake, i'm over you you took your games with all my progress saved role playing games too long to start again I wonder how they end Make no mistake, I'm over you New place, Fresh paint what color should do we paint the door? old plates boxed up how come our friends don't call us anymore?
10.
I lay down to sleep but I find I can't get you out of my mind no matter how hard i try
11.
Do you think this pavement ends? Do you think we'll run out of gas? Do you think we're on the mend? Do you think that this can last?
12.
12 Shatter 01:01
I am not looking forwards if you're upset than doing something about it I threw a rock, through a window the shatter echoed up the street but no one was home
13.
"What time did you get home last night I didn't stay up but I felt the house shake When you pulled the door shut It's always getting stuck on its frame and I thought 'hey we should fix that,' as I fell back asleep Are your friends more fun to hangout with than me? Are they active or do you guys just get stoned and watch TV?"
14.
This isn't something, I can deal with, tonight
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15 Bored 02:20
Nothing ever happens here, and I'm afraid I'll be here, another year The dog is outside looking for his bone to tide him over while he roams My life's boring you'rs sounds exciting Wanna come over? And go on an adventure? Cuz I'm so bored, waiting for more We're the last kids in town, but it's like we're already underground I just stay inside, playing on my phone to tide me over while I'm alone My life's boring you'rs sounds exciting Wanna come over? And go on an adventure? Cuz I'm so bored, waiting for more
16.
Kindof broke the rules one day and did a cover instead. Song available at : https://soundcloud.com/poolshop/lower-now-demo
17.
Woke up with a cold sore on my mouth and I got your call saying you're done They say gargle salt water and wait it out I can't help but shout louder what I want to say is on the tip of my tongue Do blown taste buds grow back? Do cold sores taste bad? Or is this just the flavor of the month? you left my tongue numb Broke up with a bitter piece of work you're no longer my dork hope this feeling, fades soon cuz i can't feel anything
18.
I have a distractible mind and it says you're doing fine I spent all night debating if I should i let your phone ring three times, never mind I've got 20 tabs open in one browser When I sing at night the neighbors dog growls louder The news is on, but you're gone The laundry's been in the dryer for three hours oh who cares if there's a fire Might as well take a shower if it's this late tomorrow i'll feel better
19.
came home and hoped your calls couldn't find me there cause it's so hard to answer the phone when i'm unprepared and i don't have the time i've got a million things to do and none of them involve you empty the trash with my works of art that always seemed about you came home and left the car running came home and left the oven burning came home and paid some bills got a million things to do and none of them involve you burn all of your favorite clothes i wore and i'll worm some new thoughts in my head and i'll turn my thoughts to something new on tv as i fall asleep without you
20.
We sat on your steps drank whiskey and watched the people running to and from the shops do you think they all have jobs?
21.
I've moved once before to a chorus of 'you can't run away's but I'm still unsure and I'd love to try it again Maybe this is the year I learn guitar, instead of trying to go far away to get out of my head I'm an antisocial I am always late to the parties and in the most important ways I am growing up late I don't want any of these people to be my friends when we're all just means to an end this world is hardly normal
22.
22 Tape 01:03
She can't stand the way she looks her old washing down the drain no matter the color it's always the same an expression a confession hesitation to forget old names. Delayed impact
23.
You clipped my wings, like you clipped your cat's nails but I ripped them free like you thought I'd sit still I flew outside the open window sill I got your texts and my mind filled in the rest I will get bad tattoos so I never forget about you It took less time than you thought for me to heal! I will take all that's mine, to remind myself what's real!
24.
24 Old Shirt 02:05
I found your old shirt where I'd hung it up to dry full of cigarette burns that must've stung your arm that night but I thought you'd quit by then I'm trying to see your face but it's like I've got smoke in my eyes My phones out of service, but I swear it buzzed inside my pocket random texts, unanswered cuz I erased your number Do I miss it? some I'm trying to have fun but these days I can't get as high
25.
I wake up before the sun to listen to your favorite songs picking the scab that says you're gone I guess that's pretty dumn I want to stare into the sun and have everything I want I'm afraid I bit the hook but that's not your problem dead fish, pierced through the lips, and it's not likely to run I want to be the kindof person who's got their own vinyl collection who's got a shelf full of books, and I want the time to read them but most of all I want those things with you I want to stare into the sun and have everything I want I'm afraid I bit the hook but that's not your problem dead fish, pierced through the lips, and it's not likely to run If I could I'd do it again cuz I'm only human and I think that's your problem
26.
You never used to hang your coat there you always wear the same distant stare there's clouds outside that float by like you and I there's birds outside, that don't even fly, when I walk by I don't even know who you are anymore
27.
You wait around for me to admit I'm scared in this ghost town but are you ready to wait till sun down? There's hours to waste in the tank driving around if this is the best then let's call it home long afternoons
28.
You've worn the same thing for three days now don't you think change would do you good breakfast cereal soggy in the bowl you just eat all the marshmallows
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29 Big Rock 01:30
I still keep the rock that you gave me but you probably forgot we live on a big one after all so it's no surprise you can't rely on time to fix it all

about

This was a month long project I did to try and write one song a day, no matter how it came out.

A lot of the songs on here are pretty bad, but there's a few I'm pleased with (given the restrictions), and might be coming back to. Or not.

My personal favorite tracks include: 02, 03, 04, 06, 08, 11, 17, 20, 21, 23, 25, 26.

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released August 3, 2016

All songs written performed and recorded by Kris EXCEPT #16, which was written by Poolshop (Jaimee Fryer)

Cover art banana by comickibble.tumblr.com

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